* I hate cars - especially when you are close to paying it off (2 payments) and it decides okay let's cause trouble- and then proceeds to break down or have expensive repairs.

* I wish I was back at the beach - things were fun there and everyday worries were gone

* I hate also that I care what people think - so I have responsiblities that keep me from doing what you think I should do - I need to learn to say just get over it.

* Okay I am having very negative Random Thoughts- I wonder if this is enough of a reason for me to claim sick and leave work - I doubt it